I learned this quite some time ago, but was reminded today by a good friend.

You have got to be with someone who stimulates your mind and with whom you can talk. Forcing conversation and feeling like your talking to a tard does not make for a lasting relationship. A pretty face can only take you so far. Oh and that stupid act, OMFG! I could go off on a tangent right now about girls who act stupid for attention, but I have a patho exam to study for. Ya’ll are lucky that I have something else to do right now.

The right thing that is. Makes you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. That and you can look at yourself in the mirror without hating the person staring back at you. It may not always be easy, but the alternative is some serious self hate. I’m just sayin’.

It is like telling lies. They start out small and innocent, but they grow up to be huge and  evil. Oh and you’re always so sure that that one person will never find out. Guess what, the person you never want to find out is usually the first to know. Murphy’s Law I think.

I know this person and it does not matter what the situation is, it is never their fault. Said person has the most negative attitude of anyone I have ever met. Now, I know that we all have our days and life gets stressful, but you have got to roll with the punches! I cannot imagine never owning up to anything I have done wrong, constantly blaming every one else, and just being a total downer ALL the freakin’ time. It seems like this person was a little coddled throughout life and now is ill- equipped to deal with and sort of adversity. I dunno. Kind of sad. I guess some folks just do not know how to deal with stress or bad days.

Honestly, just move on with it. Tomorrow is a new day, right?

That is all that I have to say.

I was just told that I am not a college student, I am a mother. I had to think about that for a second. It doesn’t make any sense to me. I thought that we could be as many things as we wanted to be. I guess I am confused about why I would have to choose which roll I choose to fill in this life of mine. I think I am doing both rather well.

Can we have more than one role in this life or do we have to pick just one?

Have you ever wondered why some people cannot let shit go? Yeah, me too!! I often wonder why some people put forth such a huge effort to try and figure out what is going on in someone else’s life. Just seems like they would be much happier in their own lives if they put that much effort into their life and stopped worrying about someone else’s.

Call me crazy, but I would rather focus on the people I love than people who don’t care about me or what I’m doing. Hmm?

And that was a not so deep thought by me, T. Lee.

I have a lot of time in my car to sit and think while driving to and fro school Mon-Thur. While driving today, I started thinking about something my philosophy professor told us last spring. We were talking about how Socrates believed there we X number of souls on earth and that was it. The souls just continued to cycle through. Of course someone asked, “Well if that’s true, there aren’t enough souls for everyone/thing on this planet.” AHH HA!!

This brings me to what I was thinking about today. When we discussed this in class our teacher said, “We all know someone who just seems empty. You look in their eyes and nothing. Also, we all have had or known a pet that seemed almost human.” Now, I know some of you are thinking I’m a loon, but I think there is something to that. I don’t believe some people are aliens or anything, but think hard. I GUARANTEE you can think of at least one person you know who is….I dunno, a little less than human. They have vacant eyes and just seem empty. You know, like they have no soul or purpose on this planet.

Anyway, that was a deep thought, wasn’t it. I will go and take my medication now.

Do we ever just truly not care?  I don’t think so.

When we say, “I just don’t care!” THAT, is the point in which we have reached acceptance.

People can tell you a million times how beautiful, smart, independent, kind, etc. you are, but you will never BE those things until YOU believe those things are true.

Yup, gotsta find all that goodness inside yourself

Meeting new hippie friend at bar: $7

Loaning hair tie to new hippie friend: .25

Telling hippie after he has secured the hair tie in his hair that it is actually your boyfriends cock ring and he would like it back: PRICELESS.

If someone tells you what a negative, jealous, and (insert adjective here) person you are because you slam other people; are they really any better than you? Correct me if I am wrong, but did you not just slam ME by saying all those things about me? Hmm?

I will go ponder that while I judge others whom I have no idea about. I really have nothing better to do than wallow in my misery and jealousy.  Being negative really is hard to do. Especially when it is entertaining

T.T.F.N~